Trouble by Samantha Towle

Author:Samantha Towle
Language: eng
Format: mobi, epub
Tags: Romance, Sociology, Adult, Contemporary
ISBN: 9781493752652
Publisher: CreateSpace Independent Publishing Platform
Published: 2013-12-06T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter Thirteen

Jordan

I never thought I would want to be close to a woman as I do Mia.

But I do. I’m just not entirely sure why.

And even though I am close to her, possibly closer than anyone has ever had the privilege to be, I want more.

I want all of her. In every way possible.

The morning after the tequila had worn off, I was worried things would be weird between us.

Not because of what Mia told me had happened to her … fuck, no.

That changed nothing in the way I see her, the way I want her.

The only thing that has changed is how deeply I want to bury my fist into that asshole’s face.

I thought I was pissed when I knew he’d hit her. But knowing what I know now, my anger has gone so beyond pissed there isn’t even a word for it. All I know is I want to kill a man I’ve never met, and I’d do it with absolute fucking pleasure.

The look on Mia’s face when she told me what he did and how he hurt her … it was shame. Like somehow what happened was her fault.

It made me hurt for her … for me. It’s hard to distinguish between the two now. Her pain has somehow entwined with mine.

But that’s Mia. She’s not a person you meet, then just simply walk away from.

She embeds herself so deep within you, without even meaning to, that you have no choice but to feel her. That’s what she’s done to me.

And I’m so fucking happy for it.

When I’m around her, I actually feel alive in a way I haven’t for a long time. And I’m going to spend every moment I have with her, making her see that none of what happened to her was her fault.

I’m going to make her see herself the way I see her.

Incredible. Strong. Beautiful.

So fucking beautiful.

It hurts to want her in the way I do and not be able to have her. After my brain connected with what I’d told her in that bar about myself, I was worried shitless that I might have lost her.

I couldn’t have been more wrong.

Mia doesn’t care about any of it – the mistakes I’ve made. She doesn’t look at me different. She doesn’t judge me.

She sees more in me.

She sees the real me. The Jordan I had long forgotten existed.

The me before the gambling, and the women … before the epic fuck-ups.

I’d spent so long believing I was a bad person. And I couldn’t see beyond that, until her.

Sometimes that’s all it takes. Just one person to turn everything on its head. Remind you of the person you were.

Mia makes me want to be the person I was before all the shit.

I know I sound like a pussy, but I don’t care.

I just want to be around Mia, and continue feeling the way I do when I’m with her.

And I’m finding that I want to be around her more often than not.

Yesterday, Mia and I went into town shopping so she could get some things she needed.

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